------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------by
Dishari Banerjee
Have you ever gone through a situation where
you felt like ending your life but at the same time you realized that
"time is the best healer"? I think almost everyone have gone through
this vital time of their life at least once. When this tough time hits us hard,
all we do is curse the other people or end up calling ourselves a fool, start
putting heavy and over emotional statuses in our life-saving social networking
sites and create a chaos all around the comment box. Thoughts like this often
strike my mind in the middle of the night when the whole city is asleep after a
busy and a struggling day. The silence talks to me and the distorted shadows all
over the deprived walls of my room bring so many apparent thoughts. We are the
citizens of a country where poverty blows in the air, where competition stabs
you every moment, where you can just drown in a minute, where flyovers are
falling to pieces, where it’s still unpleasant for her to stay outside late at
night, where selfies are more important than lives, where unknowingly spreading
rumors is the new trend and where politics play a major role. So being a
citizen of such a country, even if we look at these conditions, our small
sufferings always plays a very significant role in our life. Well, we cannot
change anything. Getting out from our own sufferings and depression is way too
tough even if the country falls. A cacophony all around, some left out opportunities,
leaving those hands behind, rhythm of loneliness, wrong decisions, those
unacquainted circumstances, some uncountable unknown faces haunts me sometimes
and I realize that there's nothing but negativity everywhere. That is the time
when you start searching for positivity. Stubbornness wraps you up slowly when
you face the demotivation and negativity. Negativity is not harmful. It is
something like a light at the end of the tunnel. When people say 'you can’t'
that is the time you try to convert it to 'you can'. Strange but true.
Especially when you are an introvert, you tend to see a certain different colors
of such situations because you know there are dozens of kaleidoscopic dreams
appetizing you and storms blowing hard inside even if you are invisible to the
people. Surprisingly, I grew up with this constant situation. But when you fly
alone and chase your dreams with no fear that is the time you realize that
happiness is everywhere and the sufferings are microscopic. This is the time
when you feel independent. You find yourself. Between all these thoughts the
clock on the wall unceasingly strikes and reminds me that the time is less. It
says "fly now with all your uniqueness". And I realized that the
presence of a light embittered the intoxicated sound of darkness. Those
distorted shadows have taken a farewell. An abundant breeze flew the lunatic
curtains of my windows. My room does not seemed murky anymore. Its fresh, colorful
and full of life, again!
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